xandersillusion (xandersillusion) wrote,

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Random Thoughts

A few minutes ago I grabbed my cigarettes, Marlboro Menthol 100s, and headed outside for a walk. I received some unnerving news today. News that has hurt me. I found out from a source that will remain anynymous that Josh, my ex-fiance, is now in a relationship. Now I am over Josh, but hearing that he's in a relationship and happy hurts me, because here I am all alone.

I feel like I am walking alone and no one seems to care about me. I feel like this river I cross to get to happiness it getting deep and I'm about to drown. Not to sound so cliche but when will my White Knight in Shinning Armor make his appearance?

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